Y.O.U.

A very good day, good feels, changed.

I had make a decision just now,within 5 minutes.

A decision that making me collapse.

A decision that getting crazy.

A decision that feeling me better?

AND what THEY want? am I right?

I'm sitting infront of the computer, dreaming infront of it.

It was staring at me and I was crying.

Because of something that I cannot stand, I said it out.

PLEASE, stand by my side. THINK!!!!

I REally angry and disappointed on you now!

Is totally HATE you a lot!!!!!

U didnt even say a word!

I just follow your instructions as what you want lately!

Know what?

U thought that I will not leave and thats why you are trying to crash everything!

U thought......everything only you thought!

Your sense are even worse than me!

Your sense are even not accurate than me!

U are even BARBARIAN that me!

U are trying to care on my stuff, My thing.

Am I right? Yea,tats what you think about!

EXCUSES ME! There's a limit for everything.

YA, U GOT EVERYTHING from me and now U DUMP ME!

U cross a lot from my guide line!

I kept quiet doesn't mean I dont have FIRE!

I have my own limit!

LITTLE ASS, 

I hate you dont explain to me!

I hate you didnt get it back!

I hate you let it go!

I hate you did this!

I hate you give my those cold words! bad words!

If u wanna stop, please go. Leave me alone.

I'm depressed, frustrated!

I wanna shout out!

I wanna express!

I wanna be tough!

and YOU! DONT LOOK DOWN ON ME!

I can even live better than her! more and more!

PROVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I gave everything, I tried my best.

But what I got back was just a piece of shit.

More anger, more grambling, more disappointed from you.

HEY, I'm a person, I'm a human. I got feelings!

I can cry, I can collapse anytime!!!!!!!

Ya, should say that U are so easy to let me go.

As what you like, as what you wish!!!!! 

Ur heart, was not mine. Ur everything, was not mine.

I'm just a replacement.

U sounds like giving up recently, am I right?

So, what you told me this morning were just rubbish?

and nonsence? I shouldn't be serious on the msg, isn't?

Answer me, give me answer!!!!! 

WHY? I need reason, little ASS!

Yea, I got it finally.

The person is still with you all the time.

Jealousy? Envy?

Nah......totally NO! NOT AT ALL!

I just got tired on your actions.

TOO early for me.

TOO late for me too.

A promised from X and Y....I did it.

So, please cheer me up.

I wan everything to be better than her!

U can blame on me, U can shout at me,

U may YELL at me!

U can say my DIRTY, U can scold me useless.

As long as you are happy, U are enough.

U took my everything, U have an insurance.

I dont even have a thing to keep on myself!

A LITTLE TOO LATE. 

CAuse I regretted that I didnt buy insurance and now,

I couldn't claim back or even SUE.

Hah, seems like U are happy and even sleep very well.

LOL.....experiment proved that U are ready for that.

U dont think about others including me.

U didnt reply cause U slept!

GOSH, why am I such a damn fella who waited for a long?

LOLZ....whats the point?

YA!!! Thanks to you, who gave me a big guide.

Even I dont have insurance, I still can prove it by evidence.

Few more years, I'll get a lawyer to help me.

LAWYER? of course SUE you la!

And, U are not welcome to my blog anymore!

SInce you wanna let me go, just leave!

SInce you wanna stop, just leave!

SInce you had make a better choice, just leave!

Eventhought U didnt say it out, BUT I knew.

Dont keep quiet, give me reactions to prove that U LEAVE.

I need signals.

I hope that I can graduate faster so that I can leave the school earlier.

I hope that I can shift to my new house faster so that I can leave here earlier!

I hope that I can have a flight so that I can leave this country earlier!

I hope that I will not see you forever.

LOL.....a useless girl like me.

Who only know how to CRY.

Really damn useless ASS! like F***. 

I appreciated that I still have lots of water for me to produce tears.

THANKS. I will not save it.

JUST let it swell, let it pain. I love it.

I'm LIstening to love song.

All of that lyrics was lying la.....I dont trust that anymore.

Chill Chill, F***-ing girl. 

THAT was the FACT and THE END I got.

An experience for me. Teaching me a lesson.
DO NOT trust anyone that U dont know very well.
IT might broke and smash your heart without mentioning.
I have got this now, totally in juicy.
U may hate me, remember.*

P/S: U will know what if you know me very well.

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