Monday, July 12, 2010

心语。




今天特别想用话语打部落了,
可能是能表达的意思很足够吧。
Hmmmm? 我今天的心情,很差。
在朋友面前,我大声说,大声笑,没有理由地一直笑。
他们都说我今天不一样。是,我就是不一样了!
我喜欢伪装,我喜欢隐藏。
谁能明白我真正心里的感受?谁?
我的苦衷,我的伤,我的痛,谁能?
唯有,自己体谅自己吧。加油。




朋友都有提到不该提的事,我总笑笑的敷衍。
很感谢你们能关心我,但我还是不喜欢你们问我。
我的心情,起起落落,我很担心,我很怕。
我怕我会有控制不住的时候,会很恐怖。
我怕我会会有失去理智的时候,会很吓人。
医生说我低血压,身体体质很弱。
我会给时间自己,好好调理身子,也调理好自己心情。
我不会让自己再次没有原因没有理由的情况下流泪。
我不会再让自己冲冲忙忙地逃避。




我妹?她这几天很可爱,很可爱。❤
她还真疼我这姐姐呢!特地请我喝2次茶。=.= 
我当然生气啊!还骂了她。对不起,姐自己也不好受。
她,会在我心情不好的时候,坐在我身边,看着我。
她知道,她真的知道。因为我会失去笑容。
她等着的,是我的笑容,我的疼爱。
她会抚摸我的脸,她会亲亲我。
她甚至会学我,摆苦苦的脸。陪我伤。
以前是这样,现在也是这样。
她是真的知道我不开心的时候。
难道我跟她心灵相通了吗?呵呵呵。=]
她这孩子有时是挺懂事的。
就像这几天早上,我跑步回来后,她看见我。
很大声的叫我“姐姐”。她还会抱着我。
我一个人在房间里的时候,她也会进来蹦蹦跳跳。
拿我的玩具,拿我的熊熊,拿我的小狗。
她会在我房间喊,在我房间跳。
只有我们两个的时候,她会走向我,摸摸我的脸。
我很幸福有了她。我很幸运。




Curi-Curi......@_@





Talking to the dog....=.=





Crazy Mainne. =D






嘟嘟嘴~=]





I told her to do that. ^^






Cutie!!! =]






She was screaming....>.<







至于我?
电台有人点播,播记得爱过
后视镜里的沉默话不多
目送你下车,上楼,
你的脸一闪而过,
知道一些线索在这个时刻,
忍住没有问出口。
记得爱过哭着,要不回那些快乐。
怕情绪失控着,怕泪流成河,怕你所有些些勉强不得记得爱过也疯了,也懂了,你感情上的转折。的心被撕裂般拉扯,已经难以愈合。













爱与不爱一样让人心痛,我们都无话可说。
有过多少快乐,就有多少痛。
当爱与不爱一样让人心疼,不要放开我的手。
可是走到最后,也许还未最后,不要带走你的天空。






我很崩溃,我很痛。







好了,我需要时间平伏自己。









可爱吧?我爱她。❤❤❤❤❤❤













谢谢你,让我学会死心。







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Saturday, July 10, 2010

10 days of my life.


Dear friend, I'm gonna post on my life in JULY. Its kinda interesting for me. =] 



30 JUNE 2010. 


The last day of practicing gymrama. MSSWP coming! We were so excited! We kept practiced for the last day. but it seems like....doesn't look good. My leg muscle was DAMN PAIN and I cant straight my leg. I went PBSM to take medicine. They sprayed something on my leg, but it cannot last long. T.T  I didnt do well in the practice. I was exhausted, I was tired, I was.....totally down. Had a cold war with him in the school. One hour silent. I'm so............Anyway, we finished our practice at 3.15pm and I went back home.



TADA!!!!!!!! I went to fetch WYT at lrt after my gym practice. She came to my house for baking CHEESE CAKE! We were really funny and happy! We did 2 cheese cake. ONE can eat, ONE cannot eat. We ate the "CANNOT EAT CHEESE CAKE". IT looked SUCKS! OMG.....the smells.....like.....SHIT. =.= 
I did some cake for my friends, I hope they will like it. Is so sorry that the cake doesn't look good. >.<




Buying stuff....





LONG legs.=.=




"phelediphia."







messy kitchen.






WYT.....XD





she's mixing....






MESSY.





me. =D






cheese cake? =.=






This one nice.....=]





 we cant finsihed and threw it.






1 JULY 2010. 


WOOHOO! I woke up very very very early this morning. 5am!!!!! To packed up the cake and put into the tupperwear. Somemore I need to tie my BUN and make up. Aiks.......many things to do. I cant find my pin you know?! But finally I tied my hair la. =]  I cant sleep well in that night. Maybe nervous? =[   I reached school very early today, I tought they will arrive early like last year, 6.30am. =.=   Anyway, I met my brother and chatted with him untill school bells ring. I appreciated he came to accomapany me. Thanks. =]




just ignore.




On the way to SALAK SOUTH, we were so high! I was singing songs! Somemore BONAMANA!!!! ^^ Everyone was busying warming up, changing the leotard, making up and I was just sitting there. LOL.....my turn was in the afternoon la....=]   Aiya, I just summaried la.....In the afternoon, my leg suddenly cramped and there were no PBSM or St.JOHN. I just put on the medicine and sprayed on my leg. The first time I sacrifices so much. I stand for the pain and went for competition. The lamp dropped from upstairs when we were having the competition, five of us were standing there. Luckily didnt hurt anyone! IT was a scary experience! The competition stopped and there were some staff went to clean the carpet and vacuum. We were so scare.......and really no mood to comtinue the competition. 



I didnt did well in the competition, I cant straight my leg in 180 degrees. I didnt catch the rope nicely, I didnt stretched my back nicely! just looked SUCKS! I kinda sad for that. Thousands of apologized to my group member. I was not happy with the result. I wan it to be more better! Anyway, there were some pictures if you scroll down. CHECK IT OUT.



Yee Chen.=]






Dreaming.....





Preparing.





Shy.





They are PRO!








little kiddy.





warming up.





I just finished make up.




like ghost.....=.=





me and poi wei. 





MODEL?




under 15.





just part of it.....XD






under 18.





under 18 with teacher.





what the.....=.=





SMJK CHONG HWA.





SMJK CHONG HWA take 2.





me and li shan.





WTH.....I lose dy!!!!! 
My leg cant pull up.....=.=
U scroll down la.....






SEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!


This is called PRO!!
But.....when I was young la...
2008 MSSMKL.
PROUD! =D





 she kissed me. XD






on the way back.





oh gosh....





after I reach home.





the last year for me. =]





2 JULY 2010.

Today was Pn.Ng's fairwell. She cried....we were sad too. BECAUSE of the POLITICS and she need to leaved the school. Every ADUTLS was like 假情假意to fairwell her and some of them still envy!!!! WT.... so old dy, jealous what la! Me and Ern Ching went up the stage and gave her presents. Manda and ManYing sang song for her. She kept on crying until her sound changed. T.T   Girls went to the top floor to throw the balloons from the top. We were actually AIMING those HANTU! but cannot leh! We were so happy at there while waiting to throw the balloon. =]  




MANDA and MANYING with Pg.NG.





sang song.





acting.....





Vincent_Ern CHing_Me.




taking photos with pg.ng.





hanging around. XD





wah.....so many ppl in morning sections.





photos with teacher.





beloved.





=]







I scratched my hand. T.T




SCIENCE EXHIBITION.


=.=.....YENG





Manda's neutralisation.





 Teck Keong's bubble...=.=







 big big BUBBLE!!!!!!!






 Vincent did this. 






 For teacher. =]






Okay, that was just part of it. THE main part on today was....I was sad! x1000000!!!!! I saw my results in the class and my heart broke. I SHOCKED!!!!!!!  how am I gonna tell my mum? She's gonna kill me! T.T   I was so worried and scare. I was so moody.....I almost cry for that. =[   I went back home early after school, just went for the AGM awhile. I wanna calm down myself. I did a choacalate cake for manda's birthday. I used few hours to finished it. I did myself!!!!! but cannot eat de, taste like shit too.....=[ 




19 eggs.....=.=





2 bras of chocalate.





sugars.






poured.






another shape.






I finished the chocalate.





nice right? >.<





Decorates.





Cards for darling.






3 JULY 2010. 


Day of the report card and carnival.....I'm getting crazy! There were no parking early in the morming. FULL! Well, I parked behind the school....=[...THE STUPID ADUTLS wanted us to line up in the field and still drizzling!!!!! Many students used umbrella la of course! ALL ADULTS siao siao de.......=.=  Today was amanda's birthday too! WISHED her happy birthday! =]   I enjoyed the carnival with my buddies la. Walking around and kept eating....XD! Some stall were nice and tasty but some....over cooked! >.<  Chatted with YF for awhile when he's not busying with his stall. I love it......LOL....=)




raining....





shot 1.





shot 2.





shot3 with the birthday girl =.=





banyak orang o!





wah......@_@





Me and Manda's FRIED Ice cream...






MEEEEEE~





MANDA_SHUXIAN_ME.




SO GAN JEONG!!!!! My mum came.......I brought my sis to walk around my school. Introduce her to my friends. LOL.......kinda popular.^^  I bought mee for her to eat in the class. Mum went to took report card. OMG~ help me! T.T......Luckily she didnt scold me infront of my friends, just say something that can easily hurt me. Mum and sis went back home. I was waiting the lucky draw with YF and MANDA. So unluckily that I forgot to tear off. Quite happy while waiting for that too. =] 



my sis.





waiting.....=D






Manda took pic with her.





I love this!
She's so cute and chubby!!!! =D





waiting for lucky draw....





hahahahaha....
this guy is so funny. =]




Went for tuition with YF after school. A Tuan tough us about the 命理。Quite interesting and he can say out my unhappiness. Accurate! I hope I will not redo my fault. I will change it! Thanks, teacher! 




6 JULY 2010.


A special day for me. I tried to veil and to conceal my unhappiness. I laughed as loud as I can. I do as much as I can. I eat as much as I can. finally, in the midnight, I cried as loud as I can. My eyes were swelling. 




7 JULY 2010.

Reached school very early today. I didnt drive to school and still brought phone to school tim! ^^ Luckily my friend came early to school to accomapany me too. My eyes were still swelling, cant u discover? I enjoyed my morning, my recess time and after school with you. Really mean SO MUCH to me.  HEAVY RAIN after school leh~ I cant walk out to the bus stop and so, my mum drove in to school to fetch me. Went KLCC with mama....DO FACIAL. =]   So relax inside....so nice!!! ^^  MUM bought roti boy and a lot of cheese cake for me! YEAH! ^^



In the car.





I changed my clothes after facial.





mum's VISA.






OH.....=]






leng leh? =D






my clean start......>.<





8 JULY 2010.


Went out with YH, SX, LL, Manda today after school. LOL....just went for lunch together. =]  5 of us.....got 4 ppl is really 38 de. XD  When we cross the road, me and YH really gonna die at there. Luckily.....T.T Really dangerous la!!!!! T.T   We were talking about JOSHUA and SIMON at there. XD



LOL.....





ice-Cream.^^





MCD.....







10 JULY 2010.


Morning morning!!!! Went titiwangsa with mum and cousins this morning. So nice! But my record was not good la...everyone run faster than me. T.T..... My leg so pain after running lehhh!!!!!! Then we went for breakfast. Crispy roti canai! I love you!!! ^^  I supposed to be sleeping after I reached home. who knows? I did housework sampai nak mati....=[  I lied on the bed but I couldn't sleep. WHY? should ask someone ba. I mind for everything, dont you know?



I'm not happy, I wanna cry. Then, MAMA brought me to JJ for shopping! I love shopping! =D  We bought a lot of stufff!!!! ^^  Four pairs of VINCCI shoes, two shirts, a dress, a pants and a bag!!!!  YEAPPIIII~ =] 




he is so handsome!!!!!!!!!!!!!





Naughty sis.





=]





I'm a shopaholic..>.<





Nights.













吃醋的天真,让我笑出声。
我爱他,轰轰烈烈最疯狂。








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