HI 2011! =D

A very good night to my dear readers!! HAPPY 2011!!!! DOnt be so disappointed ya cause I didnt update about my lastest news here. as you know? I'm really busy! everyday in and out from the house.XD

Okay,my vacation with 5S1 class is definately nice and interesting. Those pictures I already uploaded to my FB, just have a view.=]

From tomorrow onwards,I'm gonna start working! YAY! I hope I will love my job as the time pass. Know what? I started to have some pressure and....scare scare lo! T.T  I went to interview 3 times in a day and 3 places also want me! XD See la, which place got the higher payment and I'll be there. =D

Went shopping with mama these few days and I have to admit that I am really a shopaholic!  I bought so many clothes and shoes! WOOOST!!!!!! totally enjoying~~~~ hehe! ^^  And some how, I did to spend my time with honey all the while. Went bowling with him, lunch and K! He was like....so funny! ^^  All the while, he did to come my house and played with my sis. She kinda like him too.=]

Alright, I'm a bit nervous now. Hope that I can do it better tml! 

Upload some photos for you guys! Enjoy it! =]

Relatives from Singapore came to visit us.=]

*24/12/2010. 

Went from Christmas eve dinner at cousins house. 

And....Mainne just finished her dressing.

 Peacing~ =]

 She took my hand bag.=.=

`

 Think think think~

 Yerrrr~ her ugly face! 

Our finger nail~ 

same colour~ XD

 Opposite me is my uncle and cousins brother.

 Sista and Me=D

 She's pretty.

Little princess.=)

 *27/12/2010

 Dating.=]

 She was having her VITAGEN for breakfast early in the morning.

 Her favourite VITAGEN!

Seee....so happy! =]

 Bowling~ ❤

 Errr.....>.<

 Gasonline!❤

Why so serious? =.=

 We were at hotel near Lowyat.

But I forgot the name.

WAIT! We didnt do anything wrong.

Just waiting for my mum!!!!!!!!!!!!! =.='''

 went 3S gathering.

Every guy were counting money....hahaha

wahh....need calculator somemore!

 when I came back home.

 SHE'S CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

But naughty!!!!! >.<''

*29/12/2010

I went for training and saw this sleeping bag.CUTE!

 FUN GATES SLEEPING BAG!!!

 I love spaghetti ❤

YUMMMYYYY~ 

 This fella really 欠打！=.='''

Woohooo~

Went shop shop lo~ >.<'''

I walked until my leg.....PAIN A!!!!!! T.T

*31/12/2010

 playing phones.=.=

 IN the evening....

PLAYGROUND.

 LOLZ.....❤

 SHe's CUTE!!!!!!!❤

SHE pretended not to smile =.='''

At the end of the year of 2010, I counted down at my house.=.=

With my family and him. =] 

Hope everything will be fine in year 2011.

STAY HEALTHY! PRETTY~ ❤ 

MISS  ALL MY FRIENDS SO MUCH! ❤

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MISS.=D

HEY readers! I'm gonna leave you guys for few days, only FEW days. XD 

I'm going for vacation with my friends!!!! ^^

SO EXCITED! =D

BUT, I still haven get the permission from my dad. =.=

My mum agree dy la....wait la! later tml night he didnt see me then he FIRE! 

Mama said she will settle with papa worrr....TRY LO.XD

WAIT, I just post something that quite interested this few days before I go vacation.

wanna know right? =]

OKAY.......THERE.

my maid was changing stone in the fish pond.

She's so happy there..=.=

All fishes hide inside the hole and U guys cant see.

SORRY....

We brought sister to British Council yesterday. I wanted to check something at there and she went for study.

GOOD GIRL right? ^^

*clap clap*

Hi CUTIES!

She loves book.

Mama steamed the vege,bacon and HOTDOG! ^^

*WINK WINK! *

6菜1汤!

我妈算不错了！=]

19/12/2010

TOday, we went to grandpa house to pray for grandma's birthday.

This is my uncle.

He's cute sometimes.....

just....quite rude.=.=

He was talking to my mum.

sista playing with aunty.

Hmmm? change a lot right?

This was what my uncle found in grandma's room.

they said what what 酒?

I also dont know but.....very very very

SMELLY!!!!!!!!!!

My sister very very scare this uncle cause his voice really BIG!

LOL.....she cried everytime when he tried to come near her. >.<

SHe was writting + drawing.

At night, we went there again.

Both are playing there.

Opps....

JUst wanna upload this.

Well, I did this at old home but no chance to upload.

NAH~ nice right?

 Is for my sweetheart! =D

This is me! 

Old right? Okay, i knew.=.=

I'm just getting mature! =D

Hmmm....Kinda tired. Just finished packing my luggage and finished my phone talk with honey. ^^ Was like....errr...kept reminding me to bring this bring that, take this take that. LOL....thanks! I will take care of myself. =]

Between, 2.30am now...gotta get up few more hours later. 

Hope I enjoy my 5S1 trip very well! ^^ 

Wait for my good news. n_n

5S1 GAMBATEH!!!!❤

I miss you. ❤

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YAHOOOO!!!! HURAYYY!^^

BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!

SPM ENDED! 

But....just science stream lar...XD

I didnt touch my notebook so lonnnngggg edi lor!

and my blog too! ^^

Thats why....I'm here to tell about grandmother story again.>.<

Lolz......is okay....U can click the "X" if u are not interested.

THere were too many many many many and MANY THINGS HAPPENED.

How am i gonna tell one by one? just CUT IT OUT.okay?

TADA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The first thing I wanna shout out was.....

I successfully shifted to new house! =]

Guess what? wanna find me? just beside the hutan.=.=

MY HOME SWEET HOME! ❤

My buddy came to help me while I was shifting.

THANKS! ^^

my new bed. ❤

I sticked that......>.<

table light's switch....=D

The day after SPM....we went for SING K!

with....LEAFY❤MANDA❤HOONG and me.

ERM...I was sick on that day and....i couldnt sang well.><

Is...so hard for me to raise the voice.T.T

then went shopping with manda and I bought one white clothes! XD

HER PAPA....sent me home and he's cute! =D

LEAFY❤MANDA❤ME

ME and MANDA

FRIENDS FOREVER DARLING❤

WAH.....the next day after SPM really JIA LAT lo...!!!!!

I watched three movies in a day....一路下le!!!! 

Firstly was RAPUNZEL! I really need to shout out at here too! 

REALLY NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and their emotions are funny!!!!!!

Secondly was BRUCE LEE! Hmmmm?

IT was saying about Bruce Lee's story.

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! THat guy really handsome and looked like LEEHOM!

Lastly was THE SOCIAL NETWORK. GOSH.....

I just dont know what's the MARK thinking about in his mind.

DAMN PRO in computers with the FB. 

quite okay lar....just a bit boring....

WAH......after I finished all the movies....I went back home and really.....half half dying.....

TIred.....!!!!!!! but quite fun and happy lar~ =]

RAPUNZEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

KLCC's decoration. =]

Between, last sunday we went out to celebrate mum's birthday!

JAPANESE FOOD again....nothing much.=.=

I guess I no need to upload those japanese food la since I had been uploaded at previous post.

OK lo...quite nice lo.....then another day I kena fever! 

HIGHLY! SERIOUSLY! FEVER! 

PHEW~~~~ went to clinic and I'm fine now.

This few days I think I will be at home to pack my stuff

AND helping maid to clean the house cause is damn PITY! >.<

只是抹楼梯，都抹到她脚软. AIKS.....

I fed my fishes everyday but unfortunately a fish dead.T.T
IT was so beautiful!!!!!!!!shiny shiny~ ^^

 my dinner set. XD

 

mummy.

sista...

Ok lar....enough for now? 

actually hor....I cant online de cause the line is not fix yet at my house.

BUT....my friend lend me his broadband first. THANKS! x10000!!!!!

SO I can online to FB...blog.....my XDO!!!!!!! XD

Probably I will be going to vacation with friends next week.

BUT.....my DAD has a big OBJECTION! T.T

I just....try to beg my dad now.....T.T

PLEASE!!!!! GOD bless me....>.<

 pictures at old house. 

hope you guys dont mind.XD

3.30am.

NIGHT everyone.❤

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Random.=]

LOL.....few months without blogging.....life really look sucks ya! >.<

I wanna post on my latest news but.....is really.....no time....*opps!

So sorry that I'm not here for almost two months. MISS me? XD

Alright, guys....I'm not gonna post anything about my life cause is really too much and i'm confusing.

I just came back from Penang trip. HAHAHA! fun! ^^ 

but......the more worse trip I ever had. traffic jam and the penang bridge terbakar la!

I was stucked in the jam for few hours from night 10pm until the next day 7.45am. 

SEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

THAT IS MALAYSIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I used 10 hours to come back from Penang....walao e~ T.T

ANYWAY,my life was really busy now....especially SPM. @_@

Hmmm....I just felt bored now. cause I'm stucking in add maths revision. T.T

Damn ADD MATHS! T.T....causing me mental problem.!!!!

Have you ever seen a girl get murder by add maths? NO RIGHT?

LOLZ.....I will be the one SOON! >.<

OH YA! I finished my chemistry pass year question!!!! ^^

WOOHOOO~ *clap clap* =D

OKay.......I slept very very very DAMN late this few days. Almost 5am-6am.

WAHHHHHH!!!!!! GENG ler? yayaya.....I also felt proud of it! =D 

Guess what? I was dating with the phone la....not BOOK! =.= 

My phone look more sexy and hot! XD

and somemore.....I'm quite emotional these dew days.....=[

you know? girls' stuff? errr.....something like that lar.....>.<'''

I.....really can cry easily....angry easily....but not happy easily.

Aiks.....maybe pressure ba. T.T

Kinda unhappy......*cheer up* ^^

Somemore? Hmmm......quite enjoy my holiday although is a bit busy and stress.

I really stress out you know? tau tak? aku sangat sedih la....

I hope the holidays can be extend, i dont wanna go to school. 

The truth, I HATE SCHOOL a lot!!!!!

I rather than staying at home with my sister.

Thanks to someone who consoled me these few days,

Appreciated.=] 

I was kinda barbarian and someone kept humor on my attitude.

Yup, I love it. 

SORRY, I got band to FB now. >.< 

I heard a word that makes me alert.

"Will you find another person when you feel bored?"

Ya, I wanna say it out! 

I will not do that but please and at least.....u should be beside me!

I was unhappy when u stopped me for that but I WILLING!

I did it and I thought you will accompany me. 

WHO knows? things changed.

U didnt accompany me and treat me more COLD.

LOLZ.....why should I? such a bitch!

get what I mean? U wanna argue right?

come, there's no reason for me to reject!

9月17日❤

希望今天是开心的一天。

Readers, I gtg.

Aiks.....dont miss me! XD

有些事，明知是错的，也要去坚持，因为不甘心；

有些人，明知是爱的，也要去放弃，因为没有结局。

 

 我？

没有了一思思的希望。

为我自己加油吧！

9月17日❤

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因为，所以。

你给过的承诺，我该当真吗？

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我经常去看你空间的意义
只想了解你的最新情况


因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我为什么经常给你发短信
不是此刻想起你
而是我一直想着你
只是此刻想你想的最厉害



 因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我为什么会知道你那么多的信息
因为你的一切,哪怕是早点吃了什么
对于我来说也是有意义的


因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
你和谁在一起干了什么
对我来说都是一种纠结
我会乱揣测,乱生气
即使我们什么关系也没有


因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
你的一句不在乎
我为什么会那么在乎
我在乎的不是这句话
我在乎的是你的人


因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道我打出那一句句
那你忙吧！我不打扰时
内心的纠结


因为不喜欢我
所以你不知道我的手机里面存的都是你的信息
不开心时，看着看着，不自觉的傻笑
因为感觉你就在身边
自我安慰。


因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
你对我的忽冷忽热
总是让我不自觉被你掌控
一般甜蜜，一半忧伤



因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我为什么会经常生你气
喜欢上一个人
也赋予了他伤害我的权力


因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
在我失去你信息的日子里
我是多么的沮丧
我怕就此失去你


因为你不喜欢我
所以你寂寞的时候不会想起我
而我却在时时刻刻的想着你


因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
你在我眼里多么的重要
而我知道
我在你眼里却是十分的渺小


因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
在你坚持喜欢着某人的时候
我也在坚持在我的坚持
一直在这儿等着你




因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
我等待着你的关心
却等到我关上了心



因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
你的一举一动对于我来说
都是指挥棒
指挥着我的心情和生活
你没有关注过我
没有在乎过我
甚至不知道我一直在默默奉献着
因为你一直都不懂……　





因为你不喜欢我,所以你并不知道我爱你有多深…

因为你不喜欢我,你不会想到,你的一句无心的话会让一颗心跳动好久好久

因为你不喜欢我,我才会对未来有了小恐慌也许只要你幸福就够了

那喜欢竟是那样淡淡的小感情在不经意间冲击了我所有人生轨道。

 

不知道你的感觉让我很难过。

也许我会放弃。

也许这只是一次人生的小意外。

 Buddy, A hug is enough for me.

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Y.O.U.

A very good day, good feels, changed.

I had make a decision just now,within 5 minutes.

A decision that making me collapse.

A decision that getting crazy.

A decision that feeling me better?

AND what THEY want? am I right?

I'm sitting infront of the computer, dreaming infront of it.

It was staring at me and I was crying.

Because of something that I cannot stand, I said it out.

PLEASE, stand by my side. THINK!!!!

I REally angry and disappointed on you now!

Is totally HATE you a lot!!!!!

U didnt even say a word!

I just follow your instructions as what you want lately!

Know what?

U thought that I will not leave and thats why you are trying to crash everything!

U thought......everything only you thought!

Your sense are even worse than me!

Your sense are even not accurate than me!

U are even BARBARIAN that me!

U are trying to care on my stuff, My thing.

Am I right? Yea,tats what you think about!

EXCUSES ME! There's a limit for everything.

YA, U GOT EVERYTHING from me and now U DUMP ME!

U cross a lot from my guide line!

I kept quiet doesn't mean I dont have FIRE!

I have my own limit!

LITTLE ASS, 

I hate you dont explain to me!

I hate you didnt get it back!

I hate you let it go!

I hate you did this!

I hate you give my those cold words! bad words!

If u wanna stop, please go. Leave me alone.

I'm depressed, frustrated!

I wanna shout out!

I wanna express!

I wanna be tough!

and YOU! DONT LOOK DOWN ON ME!

I can even live better than her! more and more!

PROVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I gave everything, I tried my best.

But what I got back was just a piece of shit.

More anger, more grambling, more disappointed from you.

HEY, I'm a person, I'm a human. I got feelings!

I can cry, I can collapse anytime!!!!!!!

Ya, should say that U are so easy to let me go.

As what you like, as what you wish!!!!! 

Ur heart, was not mine. Ur everything, was not mine.

I'm just a replacement.

U sounds like giving up recently, am I right?

So, what you told me this morning were just rubbish?

and nonsence? I shouldn't be serious on the msg, isn't?

Answer me, give me answer!!!!! 

WHY? I need reason, little ASS!

Yea, I got it finally.

The person is still with you all the time.

Jealousy? Envy?

Nah......totally NO! NOT AT ALL!

I just got tired on your actions.

TOO early for me.

TOO late for me too.

A promised from X and Y....I did it.

So, please cheer me up.

I wan everything to be better than her!

U can blame on me, U can shout at me,

U may YELL at me!

U can say my DIRTY, U can scold me useless.

As long as you are happy, U are enough.

U took my everything, U have an insurance.

I dont even have a thing to keep on myself!

A LITTLE TOO LATE. 

CAuse I regretted that I didnt buy insurance and now,

I couldn't claim back or even SUE.

Hah, seems like U are happy and even sleep very well.

LOL.....experiment proved that U are ready for that.

U dont think about others including me.

U didnt reply cause U slept!

GOSH, why am I such a damn fella who waited for a long?

LOLZ....whats the point?

YA!!! Thanks to you, who gave me a big guide.

Even I dont have insurance, I still can prove it by evidence.

Few more years, I'll get a lawyer to help me.

LAWYER? of course SUE you la!

And, U are not welcome to my blog anymore!

SInce you wanna let me go, just leave!

SInce you wanna stop, just leave!

SInce you had make a better choice, just leave!

Eventhought U didnt say it out, BUT I knew.

Dont keep quiet, give me reactions to prove that U LEAVE.

I need signals.

I hope that I can graduate faster so that I can leave the school earlier.

I hope that I can shift to my new house faster so that I can leave here earlier!

I hope that I can have a flight so that I can leave this country earlier!

I hope that I will not see you forever.

LOL.....a useless girl like me.

Who only know how to CRY.

Really damn useless ASS! like F***. 

I appreciated that I still have lots of water for me to produce tears.

THANKS. I will not save it.

JUST let it swell, let it pain. I love it.

I'm LIstening to love song.

All of that lyrics was lying la.....I dont trust that anymore.

Chill Chill, F***-ing girl. 

THAT was the FACT and THE END I got.

An experience for me. Teaching me a lesson.
DO NOT trust anyone that U dont know very well.
IT might broke and smash your heart without mentioning.
I have got this now, totally in juicy.
U may hate me, remember.*

P/S: U will know what if you know me very well.

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Darling.

DARLING, I knew I hurt you very much recently.
I wanna apoligized that I always put you in the dark.
I knew I get into a lot of trouble if I continue like this,
and U are tired to advice me again.
I just wanna tell you that, IS TOO LATE.
Everything done and I couldn't let go now.
I hope you understand what I mean and stand by myside with the situation.


I regreted that I didnt make the decision earlier and kept playing like this.
I fooled.....I played....I'm....so sorry.
I knew it might not have future for me.
I am so sad that I knew U are giving up.
I remembered that the last time U scolded me was on FRIDAY after school.
IN the class, that was the last time.
And now, I realized that U wont anymore.
I knew U are tired and disappointed on what I said before.
I'm always alert on what am I doing,I knew.
GIRL,I had try hard but it doesn't work.
Sometimes and somehow with the situation,
we cannot control,do you understand?


U passed me the letter this morning, and I got ur msg.
I can feel the pain and disappointed from you.
Thousands of apologized on what I did.
DONT CRY infront of me! DONT show me your weakness!
Be tough! I love U. U are always mine.
Seriously, I realized the situation earlier but I kept it secretly.
I thought it will over and nothing after a moment.
But IT seems like become more worse.
Until U cannot stand.


Part of it, because of THEM, I lefted. GOT IT?
NO, U are not the extra. U are the MAIN.
I appreciated our relationship too, I care!
I dont want it to break like this with the stupid reason!
GIRL, A long journey for me and you,our memories and future.
Although it was just a short term, I still love the day with you.
Kinda happy, quite funny and blissfully!


Bout me, I really wanna apologize again.
I dont wanna lose you.
I'm dead,
I hope you will wake me up all the time.






P/S: Say you Forgive me.

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